That Unsent Message of Valentines...

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THAT UNSENT MESSAGE OF VALENTINES… THE DRAFT FOLDER OF EVERY ONE SIDED LOVER (FICTION)



It’s been some days now, life's without you. To be honest I never really missed you. In my own world of imagination I have always carried you along these days. Talking with you, dancing with you and of course fighting with you in our usual manner. We never have been close enough in real world. But that hasn't made me love you less a bit. Just having you around makes me feel in heaven. Your presence is enough for me to be happy and your words are enough to encourage climb many Everests. Today’s Valentine’s Day, every little thing happening today make me desperately feel call you, text you and tell you all what I feel for you. It’s funny I have practiced thousands of ways to tell you that. I am 100% sure I won’t tell it you today. I might go to call logs dozen a times, Dial your number and hung up again. Keep typing and erasing the words I am willing to tell since long. But I will fail in the end. Reason could be anything, not having enough guts, or the fear of losing you forever....

I don’t know what’s been happening in your life last few months. You would be living different life all together with different people. I don’t even know if I hold a place in your new world. I am nothing right now struggling to have a stable future nor did I ever let you know any of my feelings. Telling you what I feel now would yield nothing but complicate our whatever relation is remaining. There is no reason you would like me back right now. So what I can do right now is work hard and have some stable life worth asking you to be my partner, the life where I can give you every happiness you wish and just hope no one gets into your life during this time. And one day I will tell you everything in yet another way than those thousands I practiced as we can’t plan the most beautiful things in life, they just happen in the moment. I wish I could send you this message. But till I settle myself it will remain the unsent message of valentines...


Location: Aurangabad, Maharashtra, India

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