Starting of the Writing...

Starting of the Writing…

Writing... something our teachers and even our parents really emphasize upon right from the moment we learn to write. We will be given brain full of the home works to improve our writing. Our writing will be praised if we complete it. It will be showcased to the other students out in class and to the guests back home. Writing gets more importance than our speaking, our listening, our understanding and even more than the contents that is actually written. The guy with the better writing will get more marks than the guy with actually better answer. This I have always felt all my childhood.

Then the time passes, I grew up. After school, first in college and then I got myself busy in my professional education. I kept running like that empty auto rickshaw on the city roads that has no idea where will it find its passenger carrying loads of expectations and frustration of regrets. one day tired of work i took time off from my ever running nonstop life, may be to relax, may be to have time with my loved ones or may be to have time with myself. I bet there won’t be many who won’t go back into the memories of childhood in such time. while going through my past infancy life, I traverved trough all sweet bitter time of my early life. while doing so, I suddenly reminded about the diary I tried to maintain in child childhood, In which I used to write my thoughts naive,stupid,childish but for sure "the most honest ones..."

I immediately started looking for it in my shelf amongst my latest accessories like mobile charging cables, ear plugs, magazines and big thick heavy reference books. After searching entire shelf, there I found it in the bottom corner, a diary of my childhood with at least few grams of dust onto it. I cleaned it & Without bothering much about the mess of my shelf  I forgot everything, jumped onto the bed and started reading it. I laughed,cried, regreted on this roller coaster ride through the most cherished time of my life. I remind all those moment which I tried to put it into my own words in my diary that i wouldnt have remembered otherwise. After finishing the last written page I kept the diary aside and dived into the ocean of thoughts. I wondered how pure and innocent my thoughts were at that time. Not knowing about the things now seems far better than knowing them.

Then coming back to the senses I wondered then why did i stopped writing. surely one of the reasons was my handwriting. Because of my below par handwriting i always thought my writing wasnt good enough in my childhood. But now after being mature enough to distinguish between writing and handwriting, I realized my writing was far more superior to my handwriting and even more importantly more joyful to me. When I see back I remember doing dozens of mistake everyday. Getting frustrated of them I used to note them down in my small book of mistakes... My Diary. It used to take my frustration out and help me not repeating them. I somehow used to find some new ways of mistaking though.

Nothing being different in me, when I see around everyone used to write at some point of time in their life but stopped doing so for some reasons. Now, in the time of smart phones, we are too busy to talk about our mistakes and our problem, keeping them inside and hence building the frustration within. So I believe in this era of typing, writing again will actually help me take all my frustration out. It will serve me a good companion; it will read all my mistakes, problems and frustration and will help me not repeating them. The Starting of writing could actually result in end of many negative things in my life. If you guys wanna start writing Don’t start it for anyone else or to show anyone anything but to help you and your own sake....

Some pages of my dairy are still blank. I will be "Starting on writing them....!"
YOU...?